Eaten Up Inside

I'll die smiling
Something the past
Someone said to me will
Make me laugh
And I'll lay back and fade away

Let me go I'll be fine
Frozen here in time
Sick of being alive
Eaten up inside

Let me die
Go away
I never got what I wanted
I never got what I needed
What's on my mind
Who can say?
It's my invention I'm beating
I cannot stop all this bleeding

I'll be ready
Give me the morphine and I'll go to sleep
As I dream maybe I will just slide away

Let me go I'll be fine
Frozen here in time
Sick of being alive
Eaten up inside

Let me die
Go away
I never got what I wanted
I never got what I needed
What's on my mind?
Who can say?
It's my infection I'm feeding
I cannot stop all this bleeding