All Too Heavy Now

I'm away, on the outside.
Looking in.
Rarely seen, just an outline.
As transparent as the state I'm in.
I shoulder all the blame for all the past mistakes i've made, and I've gone with a heavy hand to make myslf that way.
I'ts all too heavy now!
I'm alone in the twilight, lost in shame.
like a path of the sunlight thats been taken from the sky.
If you measured the scale of what you've seen ,to where you're at.
And i'm winking a butterfly to add some sound to that.
It's all to heavy now!
It keeps me underground.
for all of it's too heavy now.
and it keeps me backing down.
for all of it's too heavy now.It's all to heavy now!
and it keeps me underground.
its just so heavy now.
and it keeps me backing down.
It's all to heavy now!