No Illusions

Back then your sun was in my eyes
And I could realize
All those things you used to tell me

But now it's different
The sun is gone
And I'm not blind anymore

Suddenly I understand
Every word and every whisper
Follows me into my dreams
My eyes are swollen my heart is broken

I can't deny you
That's why I lost you
You kept wasting my precious time
Searching for someone
Searching for you
Looking deep in me
Searching for myself

Confess, confess all to the rain
Don't be mistaken
The drops won't wash the tears away
And no illusions are left to cover up your fear
I can see it all

Suddenly I understand
Every word and every whisper
Follows me into my dreams
My eyes are swollen my heart is broken

Emotions used to fill me up
And I was dumb and I was blind
To look around and see
And suddenly I understand
I see the truth with no illusions
Expect nothing believe in nothing

I must deny you
Because I hate you
You kept wasting my precious time
Searching for someone
Forgetting you
Looking deep in me
Searching for myself

Suddenly I understand
Every word and every whisper
Follows me into my dreams
My eyes are swollen my heart is broken
No illusions