Socio

I remember now
But I still have my doubts
I think it's gonna be today
Everybody came, but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight
No, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

Freedom in a cage
No sun and too much rage
I don't know how much I can take
(I don't know how much I can take)
Push it down inside
But it knows just where I hide
I know the normal is hard to fake
(I know the normal is hard to fake)
Bleeding into life
It's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me into this
Why does it have to be like THIS?

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

I lost again, today...

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this WAY

Living with a curse
Sometimes it's even worse
It slowly kills me every day
Something I despise is gonna take my life
I guess I'll try again TODAY