Thrown Away [Explicit]

Thrown Away

I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself

I kill the rhyme again, I'm coming sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within it's chemical
Unbalanced on the triple beam, what?
F*ck what you heard, it's about what I seen, I seen it happen
Back hand brand to face smackin
Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer, this rugged style steals your brain

My heart is bleeding, and this pain it will not pass
It's not receding, and my body's going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by
Thrown away, I want to be thrown away

He's born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path
Where guns blast, don't give a shit about the Gods wrath
Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor
To tell em what's real, to tell em what's proper
The situation's unclear like gray, and I know it gets worse everyday

My heart is bleeding, and this pain it will not pass
It's not receding, and my body's going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by away
Thrown away, I want to be thrown away

I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself
I'm losing it, I've lost it, I've spilt all my marbles
AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
A hyper spaz, and that is me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

Thrown away! (x8)

Voices in my head ... (x4)

Don't tell me to do it cause I will (NOOO!!!!) (x2)

Last remain! (x3)

[hidden track]
My words are weapons, in which I murder you with
But please don't be scared, please do not turn your head
We are the future, the 21st century
Dyslexic glue sniffing cybersluts, with homicidal minds and handguns
We are insane, nothing will change
We are insane, nothing will change

There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil
And I will tiptoe down that line but, I will feel unstable
My life is a circus, and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well there is nothing to save me now so, I will not look down

And again, and again, and again, and again
And it happens again, and again, and again

There's no beginning, there is no end, there is only change
Progression backwards, is this where we are heading?
Take back your soul, forget your emptiness

There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil
And I will tiptoe down that line but, I will feel unstable
My life is a circus, and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well there is nothing to save me now so, I'm falling to the ground

Falling to the ground, down to the ground

I speak of madness, my heart and soul
I cry for people who ain't got control
Lets take our sanity, lets take compassion
And be responsible for every action
Hello, know how
But we, but we, but we know how, we know how ...

There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil
And I will tiptoe down that line but, I will feel unstable
My life is a circus, and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well there is nothing to save me now so, I will not look down

There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil
And I will tiptoe down that line but, I will feel unstable
My life is a circus, and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well there is nothing to save me now so, I'm falling to ground

Down to the ground, all the way down, hidden in the dirt