Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku

孤独に死す、故に孤独。

押さえつけられ生きてきました　「忘れたい」よりも消えたいから
解ったふりの君達を視て　笑い返す
目の前の君達は笑いながら生きている　明日は良い事あるからって言うけど
軽々しく答える君達とは始めからドコかココが違う
傷付く事が何時の間にやら当たり前の事の様にほら
また傷付けた君達を視て　笑い返す
違うと願うのは後ろ向きの　唯一の救いであり…
ash to ash
傘を差した　廃棄物さ　夢をちょうだい
傘で隠し　なれた俺に　君もちょうだい
聞こえているかい？
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osae tsukerare ikite kimashita wasuretai yori mo
kietai kara
wakatta furi no kimitachi wo mite warai kaesu

me no mae no kimitachi wa warai nagara ikiteiru asu wa ii koto aru kara tte iu kedo
karugarushiku kotaeru kimitachi to wa hajime kara DOKO ka KOKO ga chigau

kasa wo sashita haikibutsu sa yume
sasa de kakushi nareta ore ni kimi mo choudai
kikoete iru kai?

kizutsuku koto ga itsu no ma ni yara atarimae no koto no you ni hora
mata kizutsuketa kimitachi wo mite waraikaesu

chigau to negau no wa ushiro muki no yuiitsu no sukui de ari...

ash to ash

kasa wo sashita haikibutsu sa yume wo chodai
kasa de kakushi nareta ore ni kimi mo chodai
kikoete iru kai?

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I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more than forget
I laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand

You people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrow
There was always something different about you and me and
the way you talk from the beginning

It’s not unusual anymore to get hurt by you
So again when you hurt me, I just laugh back at you

Just wishing it wasn’t real is my only negative way to escape…

ash to ash
I am just garbage with an umbrella So give me my dream
I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me
Can you hear me?