Gancid-Unusual Conversations

I will never speak again for my own good
My heart is bleeding because lies are killing me
I had it all and I don't need it
Need unusual conversation this situation brings me down
Need unusual conversation inspiration takes me over
This is a revelation I cannot hide
Despite the situation I don't wanna fight
It's not imagination
It's a naked truth
I have to live like that
There is nothing I can do.