Artists Rendering Of Me

With all my said unsaids
I could never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
As another days memory dies

As I'm made to,
As I'm made to smile
these lifeless days,
these lifeless days

have left me with an empty heart
have left me with an empty heart
another wounded memory dies
another wounded memory
dies

I could,
never,
swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless,
happy ending

I could never,
swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless, happy ending

I could,
never,
swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless,
happy ending

how could
words slit my wrists
and doors close
how could
words slit my wrists
and doors
close

present day heart felt moments
killed by a slap to the hand
another wounded memory dies
poisonous screams with messages
not thought of when released
present day heart felt moments
killed by a slap to the hand

present day heart felt moments
killed by a slap to the hand
another wounded memory dies
poisonous screams with messages
poisonous screams with messages

I could,
never,
swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless,
happy ending

another day here
another memory dies
another day here
another memory dies