Love Is A First

I’ve been interpreted and shrunk
I’ve been as touchless as a drunk

This is as bad as or worse
As bad as or worse
This is as bad as or worse
As bad as or worse

Love is a curse (that he who would own it, deserves)
Love is a curse (you get what you give, not deserve)

I know, I know this is all just first blurts
That he who would try to own deserves it
And I know it’s got nothing to do with deserves it
It's just that you don’t just blurt love is a curse
Love is a curse
Love is a curse
You don’t just blurt
Love is a curse

Though I’ve been too weak to escape
And I don’t have the strength to pluck a grape

Though it’s as bad as or worse
As bad as or worse
Though it’s as bad as or worse
As bad as or worse

Love is a first (felt the dull fangs of the truth)
Love is a first (heard the music they torture to)
Love is a first (I saw Old Power enforced)
Love is a first (I was more the Devil of Darkness' horse)

I drank the poison from the source
And smoked that murder, fell on the floor
And watched the near-death of your TV
And dreamed its darkly-nurtured dreams
And drained my ocean of its worth
Like God’s representatives on Earth
Learned how to hurt and how not to hurt
And the thing you taught me? What I learned?

Though it’s as bad as or worse
(Love is a first)
As bad as or worse
(Love is a first)
As bad as or worse
(Love is a first)
As bad as or worse

Love is a curse (he who would own it, deserves)
Love is a first (though it occurs and occurs)
Love is a curse (you get what you give, not deserve)
Love is a first (love just occurs and occurs)

I drank the poison from the source
And smoked that murder, fell on the floor
And watched the near-death of your TV
And dreamed its darkly-nurtured dreams
And drained my ocean of its worth
Like God’s representatives on Earth
Learned how to hurt and how not to hurt
And the thing you taught me? What I learned?

Love is a first