Motionless

This is not how i
need to remember you
My dreams lie outloud
but they pull me through
As I-
wonder how i'm breathing
(when) My eyes
have failed to find you with me
Well here i lay motionless
standing still,
holding on to what i thought that was,
but you will
leave me and lie until
my last breaths
hating how you've left me
Even if i could scream
it'd only be
half a sigh-
of what i think of you
As I-
fail to find you with me
Here i wait for your descent to the ground
Opportunity for hate, to write you out-
of my heart
and my last dreams,
To bury you pathetic and ordinary!
Just!
hate!
how!
you!
left!
me!
now!
Hate!
how!
you!
left!
me!
now!