Send Me A Smile

Nominate myself for what I want to achieve
Form my surroundings in relation to the seed
Smiles swims in a muddy breath thirsting pulsating blood
What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst
But I wonder why tears run dry
Mind control well I think I've lost mine
Let's climb the holy mountain and eat the stars
Under the wisdom tree we'll drink the weeping grass
I need my fire drug to feel the flood I'm self-destructive baby
But a friendly one
You better leave me here alone
I need this night to heal my world
Send me a smile and I'll get by
But let me drink my wine tonight
Too late to turn back pages ambush, a part of my life
Nowadays the sun won't shine Cos like my head, its lost in a cloud
My heart is broken baby but still it's pounding
Too long with pills and booze my short-memory ain't what it should