Another Boy Drowning

I think I?d kill myself, if I ever wet blind
Your life is slipping away,
You found out you?re older than you thought
- you were today

You?ve gotta stay optimistic
It gets harder by the second
We all know we?re edging our way toward - the end.
- carving hearts & crosses in my head -

There?s people on the streets
Throwin? rocks at themselves
Coz they ain?t got no money -
& they?re livin? in hell -
But there?s animals down the road
Adding fuel to this heat
It never did take much guts to be a sheep.

There are no voices - as the time approaches,
I wanted to be like bob dylan
Until I discovered moses
Saturday night & I was lying in my bed
The window was open & raindrops
Were bouncing off my head
When it hit me like a thunderbolt!!!
I don?t know nothing- & I?m scared
That I never will

You pray to your god, that you?ll never
Feel so much pain again.
But the agony - has just begun.
Movin? on, opening new doors,
Life... just doesn?t seem that simple
Anymore -
& in case I don?t see you again,
I hope you?ll feel glad that you
Know me - while I was here!!!