Drownin’

will i hate tomorrow
will i hate what i can't see
i'm doubting
should i walk around it
try to be what i can't be
i'm dying

i'm not happy any
i'm just not happy anymore
i'm drownin'

suppose you painted the castle of auvers
but everything you did came alive
and if you painted all these things just to please me
and if you could read my mind
i would never be happy

what will change tomorrow
in this sea within a sea
i'm blinded
how long will i be down here
i'm out of air, i can not breathe
i'm drownin'