Everything At Once

by Sufjan stevens

I`ll cut up my time into two seperate pieces
In one place, I`m someone I don`t know
In the second place I don`t remember my name
I`ll maintain control: I`ll imitate you perfectly
Now nothing`s there: you win
My flesh hangs loose on my bones
I`m old, I`m poisoned
I feel everything at once
Now throw me out the window
Watch me fall
I`ll try to remember if I`ve ever been here before
I can`t remember
I`ll imitate everything around me perfectly
Time will always win
It`s poison
I`ve never loved you.
I was never here.
I remember what it felt like to take a deep breath
Then exhale, then forget
what I had just done
I was never here
I`ll imitate everything around me
Perfectly