Heart Vs. Mind

It awakes each of my nerves
Every muscle starts to move
Lits
that deceived fire I’ve oppressed
I tried to rise above
It starts to ferment
inside
And I became a victim to my own nature
Once again

My truth standing
still
Frozen, Lookin’ at me abandon it behind
After it served me as a rock
and comfort
In my own little cave
Day after night
Licking my wounds

Nurture my spine
Dry my tears

Like a butterfly attracts to the fire
That will burn him alive
I drawn to this
Knowing it will bury me six feett under
Know it will burn me alive

My mind knows I should abstain
Tearing from myself old scars
That have already years ago
formed a crust
Conquer desires I learned to despise
U can’t judge me for being fueled by emotion

Like a butterfly attracts to the fire
That will burn him alive
I drawn to this
Knowing it will bury me six feett under
Know it will burn me alive

That’s where I kill myself
But I rebirth emotion
Mourn with me!