I Know What It’s Like

i know what its like
i know what its like
to be left out when all your friends try the new hip suicide thing
and i know what it's like
when your wanksock's found and worn by another guy

i know what it's like
and i know its a crime too
but what makes me try again
is to bear the thought of you

i know what it's like
to feel like there is somebody watching you
and i know what it's like
to turn around and see that they were indeed watching you

yeah i know what it's like
and you know that's what i'm marred by
memories of old times
made me who i'll never be me

yeah i know what it's like
to be picked last in soccer practice and shithole prostibules
and i know what it's like
to have to trade a girlfriend for a muse

and i've been known to say
the world is a dance of chairs
suiciniV is my name
guess i nearly had you there