Insomnia
I'm waiting in our bed alone
Dreaming of your embrace
Wishing you would come back home
And you don't come
And you don't say
That you miss me
And you don't stop
On your way by
To say hi
I'm feeling crazy
And I'm waiting by
the phone again
This is not how it's
'sposed to be
You're 'sposed to be here with me
You're just gone now
You don't even think
about the way I feel
Cause just gone now
You're just gone now
When I know you
should be right here
And I'm so tired of yawning
I'm miserable and feeling blue
Cause all I really want is you
And you don't come,
And you don't say
That you miss me
On your way by
To say hi
I'm feeling crazy
In 15 minutes this alarm
will be ringing
At work no one will feel my pain
It's a crime the way things change
Time to wake up,
And put on my strong face
And hope that no one will know
From a woman of substance
Into a brick flying, calling too damn much
Crying and crying, spying way down down low
With flats on
From the opposite side of the bar
Easy-Off loaded on top of your car chick
I never intended to be this chick
Groping at smoke for her mind
Or the readily dissolving remnants of it
after being chased I've been dismissed
As just an object, something to play with
You have managed to turn me
From a woman of substance to this