Nightmist

Cold winter winds
blow away autumn leaves now.
Misty world fades away
before my blinded eyes
- WHY?

Now when I stand at the end of the line,
I cling to life when I should decline.
I always thought I would welcome this day,
but now when it's here
- could there be a heaven behind that gate?
Love or hate?

WAIT! ...by my side.
Count the seconds till I die.
Hold my hand.
Smile and tell me that you care,
'cause I'm scared now.

Now when I stand at the end of the line,
I cling to life when I should decline.
I always thought I would welcome this day,
but now I can see:
...it is yet a bird of pray!

God, hear my voice!
I turn to thee
- you've got to tell me:
what will become of me?

WHY SHALL I DIE?

OH GOD! Hear my voice!
Tell me there are no questions.
Please give me a few more hours of this flair life...
IT'S MINE!

As I am leaving,
alone and afraid,
I'm thinking of all the mistakes I've made.
I wish of my heart I could change only one!
I'd want to say sorry just one more time
before I am GONE! (gone)