I once knew all the answers, I stood on certain ground
A picture of true happiness, confidence so effortless
No brighter could be found

I never asked the questions that trouble me today
I knew all there was to know, love worn lightly, put on show
A conquest on display

And who would have thought his love could be so good
Not me, not me
My secrets and my passions understood
Not me, not me

Who would have guessed he'd throw his world away
To be with someone till his dying day
Not me, not me

I shall not envy lovers, but long for what they share
An empty room is merciless, don't be surprised if I confess
I need some comfort there

And who would have thought his love could be so good
Not me, not me
My secrets and my passions understood
Not me, not me

Who would have guessed he'd throw his world away
To be with someone till his dying day
Not me, not me

But not me, oh not me

It may be as you say, I’ll admit
But you don’t sound convinced
Between the surface you and the surface me
You didn’t touch me
It may be as well that
I didn’t see the point
You didn’t touch me
I suppose it’s just hollow
No idea, no spark
But I thought that in order to survive you need to touch me
All of the me’s

Always waiting for the truth to come out
I'm caged in your eyes
And it's making me lie

So I'm not everything you wanted me to be
Sorry I ever dissapointed
I am not me

I lied my way in through your heart
I feel so ugly
And it's tearing at me

So I'm not everything you wanted me to be
Sorry I ever dissapointed
I am not me
So I'm not everything you wanted me to be
Sorry I ever dissapointed
I am not me