P.S. Shock the World

It's never been so crystal clear
That I've been dying six months a year
Arguing with strangers about why i'm still here

No on lets me forget questions about my relevance
And I'm starting to believe their arguments in my self-defense

It's just my self-destructiveness and always wasting all my breath
And it's still a mystery why I'm doubting all my dreams

[2x]
All the things that i say will someday fade away
but the message in these songs has kept me sane all along

The years hit like fist to face
And some days i've tried to replace
This person with the same god-given name

Some days i shake till noon
I've tried to explain to overcrowded rooms
Across these states my narrow point of view

But what can i do
It's just my self-destructiveness and always wasting all my breath
And it's a mystery to me why i'm doubting all my dreams

[2x]
All the things that i say will someday fade away
but the message in these songs has kept me sane all along

It's just my self-destructiveness and always wasting all my breath
And it's a mystery to me why i'm doubting all my dreams

[2x]
All the things that i say will someday fade away
but the message in these songs has kept me sane all along