Pushit

Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear

I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're
Pushin' and shoving me [x4, soft]
Pushin' and shoving me [x4, loud]
You still love me, you still love me
But you didn't think
Pushit on me
You still love me, you still love me
But you didn't think
Pushit on me

Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter
'cause if I do we both may disappear

But you're
Pushin' and shoving me [x2, soft]
Pushin' and shoving me [x2, loud]
You still love me, you still love me
but you didn't think
Pushit on me
You're pushing and shoving me [x2]

Yeah slipping back into the gap again
I'm alive when you're touching me

Alive when you're shoving me down
But I'd trade it all
For just a little peace of mind

Pushit on me [x4]
Your Pushin' and shovin' and scramblin'
Keep my feet flat on the ground

I am somewhere I don't wanna be
Push me somewhere I don't wanna be
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again

Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you, as well, my dear

If when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
I must persuade you another way

Pushin', shovin', pushin', shovin, pushin me
There's no love in fear

Staring down the hole again
Hands upon my back again
Survival is my only friend
Terrified of what may come
Remember I will always love you
As I claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way [x2]