Trying to think of you as some kind of heroine
Trying to think of you is something that will fade with time
Trying to think of you is some kind of distant sin
Trying to think of you is just a day's forgotten dream

The things that you said and the things that you never did
Things that you did and the things that you never said

Left me empty and alone
Kinda trying to atone

Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real

You must be an emotional heretic
You're word has become like shit on a stick
No matter how hard i tried
Someone close to me right now i carry the grudge

Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real

How can someone be so elusive?
And how can someone be so fucking passive?
Even if i walked through all the circles of hell for you,
You wouldn't even piss on me
But its too late, it's too late my dear
because i'm already there

(Woman's voice)
You've become an emotional heretic
Your word was always shit on a stick
No matter how hard i tried
Someone close to me
Right now i carry the grudge

(Mortiis)
You've become an emotional heretic
Your word was always shit on a stick
No matter how hard i tried
You fucking had to lie

Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real
Empty and alone, the only thing thats real

How can someone be so elusive?
And how can someone be so fucking passive?
Even if i walked through all the circles of hell for you,
You wouldn't even piss on me
But its too late, it's too late my dear
because i'm already there

Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.

Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell.

Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again.
Humbled again.

Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end.
Saturn ascends, comes round again.
Saturn ascends, from one or ten. Ignorant to the damage done.

Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all that and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.

Wear your grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper.

Defining, confining, sinking deeper.
Controlling, Defining, and we're sinking deeper.

Saturn comes back around to show you everything
Let's you choose what you will, will not see and then
Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again
Spits you out like a child, light and innocent.

Saturn comes back around. Lifts you up like a child or
Drags you down like a stone
To consume you till you choose to let this go.
Choose to let this go...

Give away the stone. Let the oceans take and
Transmutate to this cold and fated anchor.
Give away the stone. Let the waters kiss and
Transmutate these leaden grudges into gold.
Let go.