The Spine Collection

The old ways always get at me.
Throwing myself on the floor when I'm empty.
Call me, I'm falling in front of a demon
Possessing me, making me talk.
My throat gets rid of a part of me,
Anxiety could end it all.
Physically I've found that I'll stay the same,
And you all should have nothing to say.

I was afraid of living alone.
You could have changed it,
They could have saved us.
I need something to fill in the hole.
[x2]

How pathetic, my face is allergic.
And everything my spine gives, wanna get rid of it.
When there's something saddening
The room writes a scene, I could not exist,
I want to get rid of it.

The patches that hold my blood in
I've invented a new sin, the whole world takes part of it.
In learning I'll love him
Right now he does not exist, 'til then I'll be over it.
It's one thing I'll never miss.

And you'll never find a way to be happy,
When there's no one here, no one here that's like me,
No one here that's like me.
[x2]

I was afraid of living alone.
You could have changed it,
They could have saved us.
I need something to fill in the hole.
[x2]

I was afraid of living alone, I was...