A dove is a glove
That I wear in my heart
And though I like to dress smart
It doesn’t have any part of the world of fashion
And you’re there to put me down
And I’m sick off the frowns that follow me around
I would like the sky but there’s no reason why
She’d say to this world with the nose of a girl
Turned up so loud that IN ARREARS, STEALS THE CLOUDS
I've never been here and though you're physically near
You're pushing me away to decay like the days that I loved

There is a girl, blabbing nothing outside my window
What do I have to show
To a world that the only way to destroy
Is to die like a baby boy
I could be happy in infinity
Of the space of my eyelid
But I know I’m somewhere else
Where the words on this page
Are better than the scribling nonsense they are,
And it would be real,
And I eat my last meal
Wish that I could feel
But now I don’t even know if I’m real

Oh my god I think I'm blind
I found one cut that wont suffice
You promised, Sleep tonight

[screaming:]
(???four miles west with the cops in the ditch
To protect your children
One more one more, one more
To find I'm not the bad guy???)

Now go to sleep, nightmares make these
scars on stomachs bloody you lie
Quick as they can rise
Makes more heavy sighs

It's painless
It's painless
To float above the earth
Like this

Tie me to a chair
Subconsciously
Surrendering
Now that I'm awake
It's hard for me to make believe

This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done

Blood beats through the sheets
Insomniac did you know
Cuts through my arm
Trail of nightmares leading upstairs
Do I follow
Cuts through my arm

Tie me to a chair
Subconsciously
Surrendering
Now that I'm awake
It's hard for me to make believe

This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done
This is the worst thing that you have ever done

I think of a while ago
We might have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow

But now just as things change
As well my feelings do
In time things rearrange
I am so sick of chasing you

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night

You have your other friends
They were there when you cried
Didn't mean to hurt you then
Best friends just won't leave your side

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night

When I needed you most
When I needed a friend
You let me down now
Like I let you down then

So sorry, it's over